Start of April 2009 BR = $2568.39
End of April 2009 BR = $2668.40
Overall $100.01 Profit
Bankroll increase of 3.89%
Where did the money come from?
Ring games = -$11.95
SnG's = -$39.55
MTT's = $69.01
Bonuses = $82.50
So without bonuses and 1 MTT cash I had for a little over $100, I would have lost again.
Truth be told, I've been on 74 different forms of tilt since the start of the year and now I've fucking had enough!
Money money money money money! That's all it’s been about. I forgot about playing poker and only thought of making money. Doesn't work that way.
I have one goal and one goal only now, it's going to be hard but if I can full this off, I'm going nowhere but up.
MAKE CORRECT DECESIONS.
That's it! Nothing fancy like trying to make xbb's/100, or have a 40%ITM rate. None of that shit anymore. Just make correct decisions all time.
This year so far has been one of the biggest emotional roller-coasters I've ever experienced, and I'm hoping it's the poker gods testing me to see if I'm cut out for this in the long run. I already know the answer; I just need to seriously re-adjust my attitude, expectations, goals and play.
It's so fucking simple it's not funny anymore. If I can beat my own head, watch out, I'll be posting some serious news soon.
That's it.
Will re-join CC shortly, haven't been there for a little over a month cause I've been all over the place attitude wise. Will start posting more frequently again, haven't done so all last month cause I had NOTHING positive to contribute.
You’re seeing a changed man. Poker has tested me and I'm still standing, hence the variance can't beat me.
Be back soon, I'll have some big news coming.
Custo
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Great to see you back my friend, but the true test is ahead of you. It's not "seeing if you can handle the variance and tilt" that's the test, it's the "can you handle it AGAIN after we've already screwed with you" that will truly define your poker character.
I wish you the best of luck and hope you won't go disappearing again!
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